Hassles!

Why is it that I can't have one full week without any hassles? Last week was super hyper stress-filled! My ex took me to court to try to get custody of my baby but went mad in front of the judge and didn't get anything he'd asked for. And my baby stood up to him for the first time and got everything he'd wanted. Then my ex went off to lick his wounds and didn't resurface until his mummy told him he should call my baby, to make the peace. Why can't she just see that her son is a waste of space - my baby can! Of course he loves his dad, but so did I once!! He soon changed that! Now my baby feels he should go to visit his dad this weekend even though he's aware that it could be dangerous. I'm impotent because legally they're meant to spend every other weekend together! Hells Bells!!